`Rawr.

Monday, May 28, 2007

8:45 PM

hahas.
went to eat mac today:)
BREAKFAST!
hahas. im so punctual:)
7am on the dot!
hahas. so happy larhs.
hees, den brought milo into theatherette.
hahas. den we walk in one by one into the theatherette.
damn GL larhs. hahs.

after that pei shimin go buy aaron's gift.
hahas. 2nd month anniversary mahhs.
hahas:) so sweet larhs!
went plaza singapura and bugis...
hees. she bought a
***** and ****
hahas. secret larhs!:)

den it's home sweet home.
2 days didnt see and talk to him...
dun like the feeling :(
i just feel weird...

hahas.
will upload pictures tml!!!
hahas.
and i saw one very very very nice roxy wallet.
in isetan...
hahas:)
I WANT IT!

miss ya:)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

10:58 PM

hhees.
on the phone with
CHAY NAMSENG.
hahas. err...
i did 110 wantons!!!
pro bahhs?
hees, so happy lorhs.
aargh. i got flu le larhs.
ar-choo*

10:29 PM

say that you love me
say that you care
say that you love me
say that you care

遇到对的人是种缘分
我不得不承认
女生还是该要有分寸
你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人

我认识一个女孩
她天真活泼可爱
在等待
有个人可以给她一身三千宠爱
不需要很有钱不需要很帅
她脾气古怪
有时候包容有时候你必须忍耐
为什么她竟然爱上他
她到底在想什么
她是否忘了帅哥不能爱
是什么让她乱了方寸
不知道该做什么
我想说这怎么可能
她舍得舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
女追男的游戏一点都不害臊
一天到晚在他身边又闹又吵
只为了能够被他瞪一眼就好
看她在这边而他在那边
她想被他捧在手心上面
而他装做视而不见
脑袋中却浮现
眼前尽是她在微笑的画面
而她说
遇到对的人是种缘分
我不得不承认
女生还是该要有分寸
你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人
say that you love me
say that you care
女生还是该要有分寸
遇到对的人
say that you love me
say that you care
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人

从头来过
要快乐不要难过不要谎言要承诺
他和她的爱情绝不懒惰
就算有不安定的因素随时出没
她也能排除万难和他一起渡过
渡过这漫漫长冬长冬后满面春风
春风吹到他心中心中尽是无限的感动
她不再去注意他任何的一举一动
才发现自己早已不小心陷入其中
他知道我想是他知道
所有她的一切他都知道
他看到了她如此掏肺掏心
心里早就想把她抱紧
不管未来艰难险阻再多
只管现在能够相爱再说
想一起完成的事情太多
就怕时间不够
而她说
遇到对的人是种缘分
我不得不承认
女生还是该要有分寸
你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人
say that you love me
say that you care
女生还是该要有分寸
遇到对的人
say that you love me
say that you care
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人
say that you love me
say that you care
say that you love me
say that you care

Thursday, May 24, 2007

7:04 PM

im like so dumb to believe you back then,
you had made my life miserable enough.
yeahh, very miserable.
cause i trusted you so much
and yet u stabbed me from behind.
you used to call me "bitch"
when there was a misunderstanding.
and when the misunderstanding is gone,
you smiled and say hello to me like nothing happened,
come on. stop being so xu wei can anot?
oh yeah, whatever.
i trusted you.
thinking that you really understand me.
and yet this is what i get back.
BETRAYING MY TRUST.
i tried to forgive you, but when i came to noe that
the misunderstanding was partially your fault.
i cant stop myself from hating you.
i wont call you a bitch now.
maybe just a "female dog"
want to noe why? because
i dun wna dirty my mouth and stoop down as low as you.
although they both carry the same meaning.
and now what?
bullying my friend too? hey, you are older than us.
can you please grow up?
smirking at other ppl when they are caught
isnt what the sch thought us."CARE"
flirting with him now isnt doing so much good.
oh, i noe now.
you are plain jealous when he treated me so well instead of you huh?
come on, i wouldnt like him.
flirt with him, i dun care, sticking to them like honey.
but can you not do this to my friends too?
hurting me alone is enough.
i once told my friend, "she's nice what, not meh?"
guess im so wrong huh?
cause you can do so much despicable stuffs.
when you see my friends and i in school,
remember, we wont spare you with our acid-tongue.
cause without you, the world is a better place to live in.
stop wasting oxygen...
and hey, we noe you are a "teacher's pet"
good grooming.
you noe how to bootlick.
come on, teachers love you.
but what abt your character?
sorry to say this, but it's worst than a pile of shit.
so what if you are groomed nicely, it's just an outer cover,
you are actually bluffing teachers from who you actually are.
how many true friends do you really have?
i think none huh? cause you cant even stay true to yourself.
putting up that im-so-innocent look isnt gna work for me.
so, REFLECT.

5:29 PM

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

would you be there...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

9:11 PM

will post abt the east coast park thingy real soon!
hahas.
im off to television!! yays.
blog next time! :)

7:59 PM

wees.

went to beach!!

east coast park:)

happyhappy.

im the first girl to reach!!

although im late too :(

but haha, im still early larhs.

hahas,

still ok larhs. funfunfun!

hehehe. nicholas pangseh us!

hmmph, cause he go meet weihua...

:(:(:(:(

hees. but who cares! hahas,

we bought many many tibits luhhs,

too much lerhs, we cant even finish.

hees. den we went to play by the sea.

i carried aaron's bag and place all our valuables in there,

den we stand in a straight line,

and played scissors paper stone,

those who lose need to step ahead.

so scary lorhs, den i was so going into the water

so everybody scared their "baobeis" spoil.

so, haha! im exempted! woots:)

den all the guys are wetwetwet!

and they wanted to throw us in too!

so yanjun siying and i all took their stuffs

so they wont grab and throw us in...

evil bahhs??

hees.

den after that they made

male and female figures out of sand.

hahas! den we played another game

sy yj and i took diff numbers

den the guys have to choose.

den the girls plays on land and those who lose,

the guy that represents them have to take a step into the water.

very very very fun lorhs.

den sy's parents come...

and her lele left 2 scratch for me.

it's obseen luhh!

look as if someone just raped me!

hahas.

den we send pictures around

and went back to amk central to eat eat!

went to the foodcourt in amk hub

and on the way there we were so teased.

aargh!!! very paiseh lorhs.

hahaas.

and after that we went home.

they pangseh-ed us.

and he walked me to the next bus stop

although his bus already arrived, thankyou!

den later did we noticed, my bus was behind his.

aargh!!! so we are like super suay.

and when we were on our way to the next bus stop,

his and my bus come again...

wa piang!!!

den lastly when we reach the bus stop.

my bus came and his bus was just behind mine!

heng arhs... so he no need to wait alone... :)

fun fun day!

~~~~~~~~~~~~PICTURES~~~~~~~~~~~~

very romantic right? seating by the tree...

crazy people!!! :):):)

sending pictures:)i look so tall!!! yay! :)group pictures:)when the fishes get together. "fish head" and "fish tail" ehh, crab, where are you? miss you leis.

:):):):):):) weitong and ihahas, nice picture.aaron and i!!!i love my back:)we look super nerd, cause the wind blows and all our fringe back!lovelove:)chaichai and me!!!jiemei wansui!aaron seriously look better smiling:)junchai taking pictures, we were competing see who can produce a nicer picture...pictures time....so this guy here ask us to post his picture so if anyone want his number, he ask me to give. anybody wants them? tagg me then hah.that gay post.boo!

handphones!!

bleaghs.

Friday, May 18, 2007

10:45 PM

waaa
staying over at yanjun's house:)
hees.
the lightning here is super scary luhhs
played mahjong in her house, actually
i was on a winning strike, then yj come.
ehh, she brings bad luck to me lorhs
sian. den i started losing lerhs
sian larhs.

hees. and i have a cold.
aarghs, sneeze!!!
hees.

blog again tml...
kinda tired le.
till then,
anyway... he already slept lke err...
few hours ago??
cause it's already 12 plus and im still not going to slp!!
hahas.

yize made me cried.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

6:55 PM

aargh.
i posted like hell, a long post.
den the window close on it's own.
aargh. :(
so now have to retype.

today's like a so so boring day larhs.
chinese--mrkim went for something
den we ate cornflakes in class.
maths--go through maths paper.
history--mdmshanti nvr come, den slack in class.
asked to go theatherette, but go there no one,
so went for recess.
chemistry--mrong nvr come AGAIN! den we went
theatherette, listen to talk den the next period slack in class again.
drawed on junchai's table, upload pictures later!!
ipw--mrstoh say alot ppl not in class,
cannot do much things, so postpone it to next week,
yay! and we were allowed to do things that we want.
den it's assembly!!!
co--conductor nvr come!!

yay!!!
i finally pass maths!
woohoos~**
happyhappy :)
but im like so bloody careless.
i lost 12 marks, and it's when i already wrote the correct ans
den i change it larhs!!! wa stupid leis.
not counting those calculation errors and plus minus sign thingy,
aargh!!!! so STUPID.

den during lunch, mr prem was just a table away.
and guess what siying and i found out.
mr prem is growing hair!!! yay!!!
hahas. finally?
den went back to sch for co...
and how i wished i had not gone back.
not going for co.
cause it's like seriously, totally ruin my mood.
when i got back, the chairs were already in order.
and my instrument is like locked up.
so i cant do anything, cant practice, cant tune.
and so i went out to talk with anna.
so freaking pissed, i got scolded by jieying.
AARGH!
and it seriously ruin my mood larhs.
den tell me what to do then.
rot inside?
she seriously RUINED my mood can?

den my juniors were complaining too.
and they had extra lessons and they cant even eat?
when our conductor isnt even coming larhs.
very mean right?
den we had jokes session with my junior.
haha!!! some are funny
but some is like, am i supppose to laugh kind!
hahas.

she announced the committee.
den is home sweet home!!!

reach home.
and granny's at home.
and she talked to me nonstop.
dun she ever get thirsty?
but if i just walk away, it's like rude larhs.
so i sit and listen there. for so freaking long.

yay, after watching the video, im still on diet.
i lost a kg le!!!
2 more to go... jiayou!!!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

will upload pictures next time!

Monday, May 14, 2007

7:22 PM

hais,
my granny is coming to my house to stay le,
should be happy? or not?
hais.
question marks!!!

你每次都说,"你喜欢就好",虽然好听,但事实上却好像"随便你,我管不着"
你的意思不是这样吧...?

因为思颍说了之后,我才发现到,
这句话原来有两个意思...

6:33 PM

aargh.
i still cant understand.
why do ppl like to boast abt their stead.
especially about----->
how shuai or chio that person is.
how rich that person is.
how clever that person is.
how popular that person is.
and how long or big their "erk hem" is.
i cant understand larhs,
and it seriously irritates me.
it's like, someone just tell me about her stead.
and says he is so so so so shuai.
and so on and so on.
so i have to listen, cause it's my pri sch best friend.
she was once like so conservative la, now is like so wow.
and keeps telling me what they do when he go to her house.
and they almost had *** , ok wait. i really cant believe it lorhs.
and she keeps going on and on, not even shy...
i cannot understand larhs!

lets not talk about results,
because i did like so freaking badly!
oh no oh no.
yahyahyah, den you will definitely say,
who ask you so slack, never study.
right??? hais, my results are atrocious.
i cant believe it.
i think i can only pass my language now.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
ok can someone just comfort me now?
cause im feeling real rotten.

actually today should go out relax.
watch movie with my amksec friend.
but i feel too bad, and too lazy to go out.
so haha, no movies today.
hais, i skipped co today.
sian nehs.
rotten rotten day larhs!!!!!
AARGH!

lalalas

Saturday, May 12, 2007

7:41 PM

yay!!!
he called me last night!
happyhappy!
hahas. it's just 23secs to one hour luhh!!
cause his family member wna use..
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
but nvm larhs, cause he is actually wont call de...
den miracally, he called.
im like so super duper happy larhs.
den im going to bake cookies for him!
chocolate ones:):):)
but he scared eat le will laosai!
hahas, i dun care...
at least i got top my homec lorhs.
hahahas, but for once only lahhs.
hees. june holidays i will do!!!
confirm:)
just that i duno how to do his kinda high high criterias de.
chewy chewy, soft soft de.
cheam!!!
i only noe how to do crispy crispy de!
yumyumyum!
hees. im getting back my phone today:)
happyhappy.
i also did spectacles today!
wee~~ so happy luhhs.

MISS HIM!!!

Friday, May 11, 2007

5:44 PM

aargh!!!
i need some serious dieting!!
ohno. hahas.
no dinner for me tonight!!!
must curb all those temptations!!!
jiayou!
im trying to lose 3kg.

5:18 PM

i love the songs so much!!! must listen:):):)

exams are finally over!!!

4:11 PM

exams are over people!
hees, happy luhhs.
but i noe im so gna fail amaths!!!
hahas.
cause it's a 2 and a half hour paper.
sian...
and i only used one and a half hour...
cause i left 41 marks blank! =X
hees. fail le la!!!
sian sian sian!
den after exam, got no where to go...
cause im like so broke.
where can i go with just 12 bucks??!!
hais, siying worse, she is left with only $5!!!
hahas, so we went home lorhs...
was waiting for bus...
actually wanted to go orchard with my mummy...
but end up never,
because she left when i reached home. :(
i was waiting for a bus like 30 mins larhs!
cannot tahan lorhs... den saw fiona, denis and yingtong...
they asked if wna eat together and my stomach is already grumbling!
so i agreed lorhs...
hahas, den after that went to amk hub walk for awhile.
the mushroom at minitoons is like so super cute luhhs!!!
hees.
den walk awhile more jiu go home lerhs.
siying's moonlight brokeup with his gf lerhs!!!
and now siying says she's getting tired of him...
cause not exciting anymore...
den i was like you are "carmen" arhs?
the channel 8, 9pm show!
hees.
den she of course scold me larhs.
but minyi and i seriously wanted to wack her!!!
hahas.

im getting back my phone tml!!!
anyone wna pei me go take?
hahas.
i miss my phone to hell.

im sick:(
no one cared:(:(
and my braces cut my tongue.
very very very very pain lorhs.
hais, im like so suay larhs.

siying is right.
im just plain dumb.

Monday, May 07, 2007

5:35 PM

aargh!!!!
my phone spoil :(:(
haiis, my precious stuff inside are all gone!
very sad luhhs. **cries!!
tml's my physics paper and im still not studying,
instead, blogging huh! hahas.
actually how can i explain my feelings yesterday?
it's my grandpa's 49th day...
i prayed in the temple since 9am to 6 pm...
so tiring...
and my phone left with him.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
so sad luhh!

hees, he said im pretty!:)
yay!!! hahas.
and he tried cheering me up again...
hahas, cause my phone spoil i got no appetite... :(
and he ask me to eat! but really no appetite, so i never.
he was real sweet last night luhhs!!!
hahas, if he could treat me like that everyday...
we messaged till eleven last night!
so happy lorhs.

---------------------------

hais, he is treating me this way,
because he dun wna stead.
because he dun wna give me a false hope.
so am i suppose to feel happy for myself?
or what, i dun even understand.
can you just treat me better,
must i really wait till after the olevels?
but even if i waited, will your feelings for me fade?
im not sure...
im weird this few days, seemed rather hyper.
cause the more happy i seem, the more sad i actually am.

went to eat yakun with sy...
ate the soft boiled egg for the first time in my life!!!!
hahas, taste erm.... not bad luhhs.
but the things were rather tasteless for me,
cause this lady here is sick!!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
i want to watch the 200 pounds meinu show,
i want to watch a dunno what, adventure of terabithia... i think?
i wna watch spiderman.
i wna go to the beach.
hais....
i just want to shout.
there's too much things bottled up inside me.
which i cant even understand.
为什么我爱的人不是我的爱人...

Friday, May 04, 2007

9:46 PM

memememe! hahas:)

in times of need, you were there:)

oh man. i seriously need a diet!!!
no more andersens and swensens anymore zhaojie!!!
criess**
those were the things that made me happy when im sadd:((

drawn by me!!!hahas. i noe cmi luhh, but i just love it!

being in love with you

was harder than i thought.

9:13 PM

yays.
goes crazy with siying today again.
poof.
all the papers suckk!!!
aargh, cause im like so gna fail?
hais.
siying is like so happy lorhhs.
cause she went for breakfast and lunch with him
so envious can???
hahas... cause i dun even get to receive a single msg. :(
kaes, let's see...

tuesday, labour day...
haha, went to mug mug mug with siying and anna!
at mos burger.
lalalas~
then guys from 4f come come~
lols, den got one guy[[sean]] ask anna for my name
den anna dun wan say...
she was like, tell you for what
den he was like, make another friend cannot arhs.
damn funny... den anna say zj...
den he was like, zuijin? hahas.
damn funny lorhs, and i was looking how embarass he was.
lols.
den aaron see was like, gossiping luhhs,
so funny.
and daryl erm, same name as my bro...
hahas.
anyway, his father came to look for him,
and it scared the whole load of us,
cause his father is like so hiong lorhs.
hahas. so diff from him...
and i made new friends!!!! yay!!!

kaes, back to today.
saw shanti in thomson plaza today.
den saw her marking ss, im like so gna fail.
eee, hahas.
cause she said most of us misinterpreted the question!!!
sian~
chinese is like gonecase for me.
kinda tough, and i have very little time to do too...
not enough time!!!
and i like rush 42 marks lorhs.
sian, can get 21 marks i can laugh le lorhs.
took many pics with my doggy today.
hah. so happy, he so naughty today.
think cause he not feeling well... aww!
so he cant show siying what he is capable of! :(
sad sad!
den she buy prata for him go back eat lorhs
so sweet luhhs!!!
hees, ohya, we had meehoon goreng[white] in prata house today.
and of course, teh chino!!! yummy:)

shall upload pictures on the next post!
one more week to go and exam's are over!
so fast:)

i miss him.

so much so much.

dun think he will noe at all lorhs.

and sometimes, im like so envious of siying.

jealous!!! :((

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